A year ago I made plans to participate in Nebraska’s Five-Day Academy for Spiritual Formation which runs April 28 – May 3 this year. Knowing that two beloveds from my Two-Year experience were invited to be presenters was the impetus to register early. In fact, I invited two sisters in the faith to join me … to introduce them to The Academy and so we could grow in faith together.
The timing for Five-Day in Nebraska is typically right after Easter. Accordingly, it is a great way for clergy, especially, to relax and renew after a busy Lenten season and Holy Week. I have personally appreciated that my own Academy experiences … over five days or simply 24 hours … have helped reestablish and/or solidify a spiritual connection and rhythm for reflection and prayer. Yet, as the time draws near, I find myself torn. Do I stay home? Or do I go? To be sure, it was a full Lent. Extra worship services. Usual monthly meetings and weekly ministries. Some unexpected, but important and necessary pastoral care. And it’s appointment season. Undoubtedly, I could use a recharge of my spiritual battery! Earlier this month, Mr. Pat’s scheduled MRI showed new areas of growth. Additional appointments. Multiple phone calls. More chemo delivered to our doorstep Thursday. A new dosage. A new regimen. And some uncertainty. So I have made a call to the registrar in order that another pilgrim may attend Five-Day in my stead. And I’ve contacted the listening circles coordinator so she can make adjustments. In a little while, I will contact others of my siblings in Christ to encourage them in their pilgrimages. Right now, I need to be here. Dear Jesus, sometimes we find ourselves in a tough spot. At times we are uncertain. Sometimes fearful. Not knowing what the future holds. Not knowing what to do. Maybe what we need is for you to come and stand among us. And hear you say, or feel you breathe, “Peace be with you.” And believe it may be so. Grace and peace … --Pastor Pat
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